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i'm a mess. there's no excuse. everything is a metaphorical pile of responsibility that i'm neglecting. looking for a metaphorical dustbin to sweep it into.
god. i'm going to spam you with so much poetry. and then i'm going to read your poetry. because i'm a newly sprouted creative writing graduate looking to face the Big Bad World of Writing again.
i'm a mess. there's no excuse. everything is a metaphorical pile of responsibility that i'm neglecting. looking for a metaphorical dustbin to sweep it into.
god. i'm going to spam you with so much poetry. and then i'm going to read your poetry. because i'm a newly sprouted creative writing graduate looking to face the Big Bad World of Writing again.
(belated) DECLARATION OF NAPOWRIMO
because i'm sad and life is reaaaaaaal tricky lately and i'm either at work or in bed stressing about how i need to be at work.
money, money.
i haven't written a poem in a long time.
who else is participating this year?
The Truth, in a diary entry--
March begins strangely. I plan my life around the inevitable rejections of April. I fill out an application to be a substitute, I prepare a resume for TFA. I dream of scenarios of teaching in Hawaii, on the West Coast, in Northern America, in Florida. I plan my days around reading and writing, cooking and painting if I have the time, for the rest of the year.
A week ago I received an acceptance email from the University of Alaska, followed by a personalized email from Gerri Brightwell who urged me to contact her and fellow graduates with questions. Yesterday I received an email from the University of Arkansas informing me they’ve enjoy
reading my misspellings like, wow, i am uneducated
on a less serious and lighter note, i have secluded so far within myself that i don't face the same obstacles i did a year ago. may be in part due to joining a Facebook group for writers who are ATTEMPTING to do more but have yet to; or who have, and succeeded; who had, and failed, and soon after achieved. they're me without all the doubt; footings met with SUPPORT and confirmation that remind me my mindfuck is not an isolated inherited mutation, that failure is commonplace and OK. i've also found coffee shops (and tea, lots of black english breakfast) to be great motivators. ALSO i ordered a book off of HPB and it was cents! one of my favori
writing prose like
me: hm, maybe i should delete this part? not really necessary--
me: *deletes 90% of piece*
me: (: better
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